One in a zillion

I gotta say im loving my life, its amazing how good you feel once you accept yourself and stop living by other peoples rules.

Last night i went clubbing with my friend Hayles, the night started well, had drinks at her place and left about 9:30pm, went to this club shooters it was fun, its been a long time since i went out, usual drinking dancing non stop and trying to get away from men. Then it got interesting...

I just miss her

I really miss her, im trying to act like i don't, pretend that im ok and that everything is fine but i miss her so much, i can't stop thinking about her, i cry when no one is around, but its best this way for her i think... i hope she is good and mostly happy.

But what do you want...

I'm confused, now i know growing up i have never been able to be myself, because theres always something wrong with what i think or wanna do so its been challenge. Before i decide on any decision i always consider what others want and what they would say, but lately i been more inclined to listen to what i want and that creates confusion, well anyway

Teenage-ville

So im living with two teenagers, my good friend and her boyfriend,  Im so glad i will have grown up and hopefully learned  a lot more about teenagehood when my baby girl is a teen.

not up to it at all

Wow its been so long since i felt like writing, and to be honest i still don't feel like writing anything. I guess that's what happens when the storm ends...silence.