I have had a rather frustrating couple of weeks, i'm over worked, overwhelmed and highly stressed. Ever since the day i honestly truly really accepted i had to let her go, it seems that i simultaneously held on too tightly to everything everything else
It is really frustrating, i know i have to let loose, clear my head give myself a break but the thought of it actually result in the opposite. I feel like i'm going to fall apart, i'm losing everything and everyone that i care for is slipping away, so in turn i'm holding on tighter.
i'm holding on to a r/ship with my mom that i wish i had but don't have, i'm putting excessive pressure on my self to do well in school. i need to relax, de-stress and clear my head, but i'm a mess, i have lost too much this year i cant afford to lose anymore. So how do i loosen up without feeling like my world is falling apart, that is a question yet to be answered.
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